I'm using this blog to vent right now. I know no one else cares but I need to get this out.
I AM SO FREAKIN' SAD RIGHT NOW. This poor boy I watch just stares at me as I'm crying my head off. I'm trying so hard to keep it in but that just makes it worse and I cry harder. I hate the fact that my sister is in the state of MN and I am not with her. She is an hour away and I'm stuck here. I'm grateful that I get to watch this boy and for the income it gives us but I am not loving sitting here knowing my sister is here until Thursday and I don't get so see her anymore than I already have. She came Friday morning and stayed until Saturday. We drove to Aitkin Saturday morning and stayed until Sunday night. I haven't seen her in forever and my time with her went by so fast. I'm so glad for the time I had with her and don't mean to sound ungrateful but she's still in MN and I'm not able to be there with her. Being a grown up really sucks some days.
And so do hormones.