Monday, August 18, 2008

Venting...

I'm using this blog to vent right now. I know no one else cares but I need to get this out.
I AM SO FREAKIN' SAD RIGHT NOW. This poor boy I watch just stares at me as I'm crying my head off. I'm trying so hard to keep it in but that just makes it worse and I cry harder. I hate the fact that my sister is in the state of MN and I am not with her. She is an hour away and I'm stuck here. I'm grateful that I get to watch this boy and for the income it gives us but I am not loving sitting here knowing my sister is here until Thursday and I don't get so see her anymore than I already have. She came Friday morning and stayed until Saturday. We drove to Aitkin Saturday morning and stayed until Sunday night. I haven't seen her in forever and my time with her went by so fast. I'm so glad for the time I had with her and don't mean to sound ungrateful but she's still in MN and I'm not able to be there with her. Being a grown up really sucks some days.
And so do hormones.

2 comments:

The Jones :) said...

Anna...I'm sorry you're so sad...but I hope you will be excited and look forward to this weekend!!! I know you love your sister and want to see her...but she should come to your house then :) But I hope you'll be able to be cheered up by Wednesday to get in the van and drive to see ME and my FAT tummy!! :) :) :) I can't wait to see you!!!
LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

Andrea and Danny said...

Oh Anna :(! I'm so sorry you don't get to see your sister more! I know how excited you were to see her! Also sorry about your hormones and the obligations of being an adult :(! I just had a hormonal breakdown about 2 minutes ago... thank God Danny just held me instead of looking at me like I was retarded! I love you, and hope your day starts going better1